I am still kickin and trying hard to find a speck of joy in the summer. A friend reminded me that I was known to say 'find something to smile about everyday' (well over 20 years ago) and I still do. Seems as I get older the smile pacifies me but I want more out of ... it, life, this experience.
I am muddling through the summer with the temp job which is pushing my tolerance level of mean people to the bitter edge. I hope that I can hang in until the next wave of the season occurs. With Mercury in retrograde as of today, I fear that this already strained relationship will be pushed even further. It feels like being a piece of plastic wrap, not sure when the flexibility will give way and chaos will be unleashed like spaghetti sauce across a white kitchen.
Ooooo it could get messy! But alas, I need to keep my cool and attend to my contract until something better comes to light that I can embrace. I'll keep asking and trying to put my best foot/ face forward.
When all else fails, medicate!!
May the Force be with us, surround us and Protect Us and God Love us still!!
